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sussexbound:

I get very emotional about John Watson sometimes.

He wants to be a good man so much, and he wants to love, but he’s always fighting everything in himself, and it makes him angry and mean and that is the opposite of what he wants to be.

and sherlock sees that, I think.  But john can’t let go.  he just can’t be himself, and he’s hurting himself and everyone around him because of that.

it’s terrible when you can’t live your truth, or be yourself.  it’s horrible when you hate yourself so much that you can’t bring yourself to be that, beause really you would be os much happier if you would be yourslef, but you can’t see that.

poor john

i wish he would let go and let himself love and be true and real.